put it down

   Put it down, three short words, releasing me from the stubborn takes over a year.
    I once thought consciousness-prevention, suppression, controlling is the way to diminish away and one day you will be healed.
    Acutually, does not work,cheap fake oakleys, the problem veiled. You never know which could manage to trigger the illusion back to track on the road it could be a single road sign or a lyric, simply and purely
    But one day, a unintentional behaviour might incidentally end up disaster, not complex as your thought, but you know clearly that it is gone. It is gone with your unwillingness which had been lingering tied tightly round your neck.
    I enjoy that moment, being unburdensome and relaxed. I acknowledge the following void not good feeling, but it should be the end.
   Hope, i will meet a guy, the same style hope it works.